關於人類

在經歷過的越來越多之後，
我們，誰還有勇氣在被愛之前去愛，
冒著被傷害或傷害人的危險，去愛？

在很愛過後的失去，在那之後，我們應該要抱著怎樣的心情再去愛另一個人？
是不是我們真的能夠從過去得到某種啟示，知道自己究竟該愛怎樣的人或是跟怎麼的人一起才會幸福？
愛情能夠像是什麼練習題，經過反覆練習之後，越來越精準嗎？  

我們是不是容易愛上了自己喜歡的表象，以為自己愛上的人就該與別人不一樣，他的錯誤覺得是有理由的，他不會像是其他的人一樣負心，他是絕對地誠懇真摯。

一次一次在接近疏離中徘徊，自己在自己排演的獨角戲裡痛苦微笑，在勇氣與退縮之間踟躕，分辨不了真實與虛假的界線，像傻子一般將自己的心情交由他人主宰。

於是你說出了你的思慮，你的過去，你的牽掛，你的祝福。
說著談著，我該怎麼樣去解讀你說出口的話。
輕巧地溫柔地拉開距離，或是敞開心房談話的開端。

以前不懂為什麼明明已經退的如此明顯，對方還不懂顯露的拒絕之意，
現在似乎明白了，
等愛之人像是處在命懸一線的境地，看到了什麼微眇的希望，都會將他放大美化。 

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Adele_ one and only

You've been on my mind
I grow fonder every day lose myself in time
Just thinking of your face God only knows
Why it's taking me so long to let my doubts go
You're the only one that I want

I don't know why I'm scared, I've been here before
Every feeling every word, I've imagined it all,
You never know if you never try to forgive your past
And simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me the chance
To prove up I'm the one who can
Walk them miles
Until the end starts
Warping on your mind

You hang on every word I say, lose yourself in time
At the mention of my name, will I ever know
How it feels to hold you close
And have you tell me which ever road I chose you'll go

I don't know why I'm scared, I've been here before
Every feeling every word, I've imagined it all,
You never know if you never try to forgive your past

And simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
I promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me the chance
To prove up I'm the one who can
Walk them miles
Until the end starts

I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart
I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart

Nobody's perfect, it ain't easy, trust me I've given up your heart
Nobody's perfect, it ain't easy, trust me I've given up your heart

I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart
Nobody's perfect, it ain't easy, trust me I've given up your heart

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
I promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me the chance
To prove up I'm the one who can
Walk them miles until the end starts
Come and give me the chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk them miles until the end starts.

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Could I have the chance?
Or even should I?

Cannot ignore the strange feeling inside my heart, warning me that this is just a too beautiful dream to chase... You are perfect to be longing for, but not for owning....?